A crazy week

Ack. I miss blogging. Which is ridiculous, because I know that I don't blog on here very much... Oh well. I still miss it.

Right now I'm sitting up in my room getting ready to do my Bible reading and listening to hymns. I haven't had time to listen to any hymns the past few days, and I miss it so much.

Work has been great this week, but after getting 29 1/2 hours in 3 days, and then working Friday and a half day today, I'm sooo ready for a break. I've been feeling guilty for not being at work, and it's starting to bother me. Micom is *not* mine. It's not my life, it's not my business. I'm to be the best employee that I can be without messing up my family life, but that doesn't include working 13 hour days every single day. I need to remember that these long weeks are only for right now, and I cannot do it every week. I've got the rest of highschool to focus on, and then studying for the ACT. Those are needed necessities, not just "eh".

The past couple days at work have been stressful. A pretty major mistake was made my one of my co-workers, and yesterday there was a rather big blow up about it. I mean, that being a relative term, because there wasn't screaming, but there was some serious conversations and some words that shouldn't of been said. I felt awful about it, even thought it honestly was *not* my fault. I don't like to see others screw up and mess our orders up, but if they're not being careful and double checking things, they very rightly deserve to reprimanded for it.

I don't know... It's just hard, I guess. I'm praying that I don't make mistakes and that I'm respectful to my boss, even if I am having a bad day or something.

I am so thankful for his kindness. He's patient and helps me figure out things when I totally don't have a clue how to do them, and our whole work crew just has *fun* together. We laugh hard and are encouraging.

My heart is heavy for my boss' salvation. He's a kind and generous *person*, but he's lost and wretched in his heart. I pray that Christ will use me to be a good godly example, as well as A, and Mr. Y.

God is so full of mercy. He is King over all and He loves me so much. I am so thankful for it.

Have a beautiful Lord's day tomorrow. I hope that each one of you gets something True and meaningful out of the day.

Bethan