Thursday, July 2, 2009

How are you feeling today? 'Cause I'm not in the mood for life at the moment...

Ever had one of those days? 'Cause I'm having one of those major days right now. Actually for the past few days and I'm hating it.

Like those times when your really in the mood for a certain song, but you don't have it on your iPod. So you do what most people do, which is going to Youtube and looking for it. Then you find out the sound doesn't work on that computer for some ridiculous reason. So you go and wait patiently for the other computer, and then once you do finally get a chance to use it, the sound only works out of one side of the head phone. By then you're gone off the edge and about the lose all that you've built in for the past two weeks.

Yeah. It's one of those days. And that's me. Lovely, right?

So you try your best to recover, build that wonderful wall back up until the end of the day when you can let it out when no one is looking. There's me.

So anyway, I was going to write a cheerful post as my first one with words actually in it, but someone wasn't the kindest to me, and I need to vent. But I understand, because that person had reason, and I did ask to make sure. It's just me and my stupid sensitive self. I really hope no one reads this, 'cause that'll be great. Hopefully this person doesn't recongnize himself. : )

I'll try and cut it out. Build my wall back up. Get over this stuff and stop dreaming.

Some heavy music is needed for this moment. I believe some one always needs a break. It's just supposed to happen.

Confused, upset, and dumb,
Lizzybeth.

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